Q & A
sometimes[<—understatement] its difficult to understand this mythical phenomena of love. does anyone even know what it is, how its caused, how to describe it? Does love feel the same for everyone? Is it even a feeling, perhaps instead its a state of being. An ethereal realm were all things coincide harmoniously to the beat of another’s heart.
face it. no one really knows what love is. but why do we strive, fight, and lament over something we have never felt nor we can ever really understand. why is it that the realization of your own solitude causes an unhurried sense of pain that spreads vein by vein, cell by cell. Until you can’t take the emptiness no longer.
What is it about us as humans that makes affection necessary? Why does our world revolve around a stranger who has entrapped us in their spell?
I guess the only way to answer these questions is to experience love for one self, right? But love is never the same, your first love is never equal to your true love. For some they are one in the same, for many its not. But my belief is to never look for love. Never make it a goal to fall in love with someone. Whats meant to be will happen, who you are meant to be with will come knocking on your door. there is always a journey to every destination, consider all your relationships to be a journey, your destination true love
I guess I can say my journey has been full of hurt, distrust, anger, confusion, lies, and lust. But also I can say there was happiness, smiles, butterflies in my stomach. I’ve had my first love, and that was an amazing experience. To feel such a way about someone was euphoric. But my true love has yet to come. Waiting for him to enrapture me in his very being. I’m getting a little impatient to be honest. But he’s out there [ he better hurry the hell up!]
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